on work

it is really not easy to manage a group of people.

can someone lead by charisma and charm instead of force? i hate to lead by force. i hate to be emotional at work. i'm sure someone like anthony robbins can do it! motivate people by getting into their inner self.

i probably gotta learn how to do that. plus gotta learn to think and worry less. need to run off all the lines on my hands. seems like they are getting more and more by the day. need to rub them off. haha! :)

unpredictable...

a lot of things are that way. we plan this. we plan that. and before you know it, it's gone with the wind.

that's just life isn't it? like the offwhite jacket... i liked it so, but it was not meant to be mine. no matter how hard i tried.

Bread Upon the Waters

's Ecclesiastes 11 : 1-6

1 Cast your bread upon the waters,
for after many days you will find it again.

2 Give portions to seven, yes to eight,
for you do not know what disaster may come upon the land.

3 If clouds are full of water, they pour rain upon the earth.
Whether a tree falls to the south or the the north,
in the place where it falls, there will it lie.

4 Whoever watches the wind will not plant,
whoever looks at the clouds will not reap.

5 As you do not know the path of the wind,
or how the body is formed in a mother's womb,
so you cannot understand the work of God,
the Maker of all things.

6 Sow your seed in the morning,
and at evening let not your hands be idle,
for you do not know which willl succeed,
whether this or that, or whether both will do equally well.

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there are so many great things in life that i should be doing... instead of watching the wind and looking at the clouds.

fallen

by lauren wood

i can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true
i can't believe how i have fallen for you
and i was not looking, was content to remain
and it's ironic to be back in the game

you are the one who's led me to the sun
how could i know that i was lost without you...

and i want to tell you, you control my brain
and you should know that you are life in my veins

you are the one who's led me to the sun
how could i know that i was lost without you...

i can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true
i can't believe how i have fallen for you

and i was not looking, was content to remain
and it's erotic to be back in the game

unfocused

there's so many things on my mind. so many things that i want to do. but i can't seem to figure out which ones to do first. which to focus first.

evi, you must learn to focus.
evi, you must learn to be patient.
evi, you must learn to strategize.