sick

did not work today. my shoulder's aching. flu gotten worse. maybe it's due to the manado food for tere's celebration yesterday (spicy even for the spice lover). the best way for me to recover is to get a full day of rest.

called lek yesterday. i miss him. miss all his nonsense. i wonder if he knows that he could cheer me up in a sec... i think he does. tere, julie and i had fun talking (or was it making fun of?) with him. best part of the phone conversation: lek gave julie an "aaa-am" greeting in which julie returned with "laksa" greeting. funny, i thought. but we all (tere, julie and i) had a good laugh.

hw sms yesterday, in which i return with a phone call. he sounded needy but does not want to admit it. most probably bcos the fight with his gf. for me, i have been feeling needy since a few days ago. when two needy people talk, it does not always end up well. however, was glad to talk with him.

tried watching the iron chef and kogepan which i copied from andy. but somehow the video doesn't show... could only hear them. it's so tempating when you only hear them and yet no images! tried changing a few players but still same result. gave in in the end. while i'm still frail, i think i just want everything to be nice and easy.

tere asked for gym, but had to reject her. don't think i can go to gym with the flu, cough, aches. still have some undone business to be settled tomorrow. shall not think about them for now. maybe i should get more rest or watch dvds?

i feel more needy when i am feeling unwell. yea... i think that's the reason why.