love of a lifetime...

by firehouse was playing on yahoo radio. memories of the past flew back.

work has been: busy. rough. tough. and due to that, i have been emotional. pretty disturbed. suspicious. i sense something's not right. politics. tactics. manipulation. and i still have doubts about the next move i have to make. some say that it's normal to do it, but i sense it otherwise. one advices that i should just leave all those decisions to my superior. i seem to have abandon my previous plan. as versed in luke 16:10, 'unless you are faithful in small matters; you won't be faithful in large ones'. i am not even sure of what to do.

all i can do is pray. but 'god keeps his promise, and he will not allow you to be tested beyond your power to remain firm; at the time you are put to the test, he will give you the strength to endure it, and so provide you with a way out'. i believe in that.

i sincerely hope that i grow to be more faithful to god. more dedicated. more wise. more calm. more of what god wants me to be.

movie: star wars episode III - revenge of the sith