it's a beautiful day

this morning started out quite beautiful. sky was clear blue, with white patches of clouds. car was sparking clean (thanks to pak rahmat). and it was church day.

a different preacher for today. he is an italian sundanese (if i am not wrong)... but i do not know his name, since i arrived late. he described how christian life is a battleground, not a playground. and that we will never outgrow warfare (lust of flesh, lust of eyes and pride of life). we must learn how to fight it. so true, isn't it?

i have to confess that i am not living the christian life that i am supposed to be. but i hope and want to get better and closer to what god wants me to be.

not in the mood to reveal my feelings. but not to worry. i feel blessed, gratified, merry, gay or what-you-call-it.

ps. btw, how's everyone gonna celebrate their christmas & new year? i better start planning now...

listening to: as tears go by