the uncertainty

been trying to look for a cd by snow rose - excel. great old songs. beautiful vocals. too bad, i still haven't found what i'm looking for.

work has been busy, that the only thing i want to do after work is to enjoy myself. i do not enjoy exhibitions. i hate the pressure. i wish i had a more simple life. btw, i figured out that being demanding is one of the keys of being a successful leader.

got a great news, three of my cousins will be getting married next year. so happy for them.

sometimes, i am not sure which directions i am drifting to. nearer or further to god? there is this 40 days community program in church... i'm in for it. will try out this life group in grogol area soon.

mum's been sick. not good. hope the business meetings goes well tomorrow. also wish that i won't be lazy for gym tomorrow.

and of course. i certainly hope that i will have more patience. especially when i am working. dear father in heaven, please let me speak the words that you want me to speak, do the things that you want me to do and let me hear & see the things that you want me to hear & see. mould me to be the way that you want me to be.

also i think i was rather impatient to kevin this afternoon. kevin kept bugging me with something while i was busy at work. poor kevin, he ended up getting some sarcastism from me. anyway, i think i was rather harsh on kevin. i'm sorry, kevin. pray for me so that i'll be more patience okay?

got a gastric attack cos i tried to get everything done in time. but i guess all the jokes from my cousins and friends fixed that. i think it should be fine now.

gotta go read my daily dose of commitment now.